Wednesday, September 21, 2005

bad times ahead.

Its true.
I'm now officially 2SG Han.
more saikang, more responsibilities, no increment in pay, minimal increase in power.
I'm not one who shurks responsibilities...
but its not just that.
I'm mounting permanently in West.
which is like, so fucked.
West is a place, well how should i describe. Worst case scenario.
The toilet sucks, the food sucks. The entire place sucks.
Its still 2-1-1.
The little glimmer of hope of standby-dismount has vanished with the rotation between standby-dismount and dismount-standby.
Its already bad enough that we are mounting West permanently. But...
I know its unfair to those mounting east but consider their duties, their living conditions as compared to ours, I personally feel mistreated.
Yes they take more time to reach east. Its much more troublesome. But have they thought of the feelings of those people who are mounting West permanently?
I think not.
They consider thoseof East more then West.
Fuck the HQ. And this they promised us.
A 2-2 a month at least.
If they intend to fuck it up for you, they'll give you the 2-2 on a weekday.
I'm not interested in a weekday 2-2.
So do my men. So do my PC. So do everyone.
Whats the point of a weekday 2-2? All our friends are either in camp or working.
I just want my weekend. Isn't that so hard to achieve?

The moment i went back to CAB, threatcon level rosed to Charlie.
Stay in, Multiple emplacements opened, Vulnerability tests or Vul tests for short conducted wave after wave.
which means, almost little sleep for us.
so tiring.
I'm already feeling it. Jaded.

Threatcon Charlie ended. And I still have to go back and mount tomorrow.
The rest of the instructor crew got 4 days off in total.
I've got only 1.
Maybe it'll come later. Maybe OC will forget. Maybe. Too Many. Too Much.
I'm waiting...
Patience.

Sunday, September 18, 2005

a brand new me

i haven't really blogged much recently... maybe there's nothing much interesting to blog about these few days.

the MG course is coming to an end. I've met some superb people there, esp the guys from ADF and NDU.
those guys are cool.
as for the rest, from 6SIR and 1GUARD, mostly JC kids. Maybe thats why we never click and i pretty much hang out with the "hokkien peng" from ADF and NDU. Maybe i'm a hokkien peng myself haha...
the course has left me a good impression on ADF, maybe i should sign on haha. And it also left me a scar on my left wrist, courtesy of a 7.62mm round which drop into my sleeve during range. DAMN.

was in town with michael and 1 of mike's friend moses the whole day yesterday, we went to collect our air tickets for taiwan. I'm leaving on the 11th Oct 0830. the ticks cost us 400 bucks. Yea, it comes with the return ticket on the 18th too. And its SIA. cheap uh? hehe
went to catch a movie later at cineleisure, a russian fantasy horror film. Night Watch. Wasn't really great but the storyline was good. you guys shld check it out.

went to SoundBar at Gallery Hotel later for a drink. The music was great, acid jazz. Moses went up to Liquid Room with his chick while me and mike were slacking at SoundBar. Soulmates we are, practically everything concerning us was discussed. Our views on life, music, fashion and girls.
when 2 guys talk, there's always this discussion on girls. haha.
We spoke of what were we gonna do after we ORD and stuff like that. Our lifes.
Something's boiling up our sleeves.
Entrepreneurship? Maybe, ha!

I'm moving back to CAB already from tomorrow onwards. Gonna be mounting duty again. Fucked up.
I hate the fuckin routine. Unless they change to 3 shifts of course. shan't elaborate much, its kinda confusing.

Practically spend the whole day today at home. Did a little mixing, watch my Final Fantasy Advent Children movie. My god, its good. Get the DVD!

Sunday, September 11, 2005

stay tuned

well, its been a very long time since i last blogged.
pretty busy these days...
on course...

will update as much as i can after my GPMG course...

stay tuned.

Track in my winamp
Penny Dai - Amen
Track Banging in my iPOD
Paul Van Dyk - EinsLive Rocker 14-08-2005