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Happy National Day

its a super long weekend for me, being off since saturday till today.. which i'm gonna go back in a few hours time from now...
anyway...
Happy 40th Birthday Singapore

Singapore
one of the best countries one can ever live in...
safe and clean country, one of the most expensive cities in world imo. no corruption, as yet. in the political system, except for the NKF incident... fuck you Durai!!!!
many people love this country, well so do i.
but...

i hate the life here. the society. and the culture.
yes the culture, i mean not all of it.
but to a certain extent, i hate singapore.
you gotta have at least a degree here to survive. This is a realistic country, where money, power, status matters the most. too realistic for my liking.
You can't pursue your dreams or ambitions here. I'm not saying absolutely impossible, but the fact is that you'll probably get dissed or put off by people.
theres no such thing as dreams in this country. only money.
Ambition? yes if you're saying that you wanna be a lawyer or doctor.
Musician? Artist?
they'll probably tell you its just a dream.
how many people out there in this country hates their job?
why do they do it for? Money.
yes money. i agree its important but i seriously think that a job means more than money.
self satisfaction.
doing what one likes the most matters to me. alot.
But its hard to find like-minded people in this harsh society. maybe just a handful.
why are people like this?
the previous generation's fault i guess.
yes its for our own good that they think this way, but, i guess its stressing way too much people out.
the mentality of getting into a good school matters so much to parents nowadays that when i see my 3 yr old niece she's like going to plenty of classes for her age.
isn't childhood supposed to be having fun?
I don't blame the parents seriously. Its for our own good anyway.
But shouldn't they show more support to their offsprings when they wanna do something?
ladies and gentlemen, welcome to reality.

its a pretty bad mini holiday i had. pretty pissed because i didn't got my Tiffany Dunk.
should i vent my fustration? its not anger anyway. HEE
watched Land of the Dead with mike and sim on saturday.
Please. DO NOT WATCH IT. DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME. DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT.
its fuckin lame! not even scary at all. the feelings just like i've thrown my $9.50 into the dustbin.

went to sunset bay on sunday with guoliang, joey, ivan & brandon. babes aplenty, there's really alot of babes and hunks there (i'm not gay!). really. And it happens to be the first time i wore a singlet out. I'm not really those kind who have nice looking bodies but what the fuck man i can't be bothered. I'm going to the beach. I got my tan, mission accomplished. People who say that when they go to the beach and don't look at girls, well they're fuckin lying. haha! well, i'm pretty honest ha!

went to visit Jiacheng yesterday, its sad to see your friend get into an accident and getting injured pretty badly. i was with my fellow specs then, talked to him about the usual stuffs, camp, those well wishing stuff blah blah. headed off to suntec later where we caught Wedding Crashers. 1 word. Phenomenal. did i get the spelling right?

actually was gonna buy my iPOD mini 4GB just now but wtf man its solded out. they are only left with the 6GB iPOD mini. which i find a little pointless for me. i've got like a $300 voucher by courts, no way am i gonna waste it! guess i'll head down to another courts on friday to check it out.

cheers.

Current Track banging in my winamp
Armin van Buuren Sensation White 03-07-2005 (dope set!)
Current Disc in my Discman
AnjunaBeats Vol 3 mixed by Above & Beyond.

posted by zann @ 12:54 AM